Hey everyone Happy new year!

I had meant to write several journals before now through out the end of 2012 but I just never got around to it. I've been battling through some serious motivation issues for a while now and I think I'm finally starting to get ahead of it.

So my only resolution this year is to be more active.
More active with my art and more active with my social life. I want to try and stay connected to my friends better, especially the ones I don't get to talk to on skype.

Just more active in general!

I'm unemployed again and I don't want to fall into the depressing self loathing spiral I did last time, and the only way to do that is to try and remain as active as possible, get out of my house more. Do more things. So that is what I am going to do.

Wish me luck on my success!
And wish me luck with finding another Job!

~Behax~

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A short of life update time!

Some people already know this but the great majority don't.
I have a job now! It's only temporary until the beginning of December, but it' still a job and I'm actually enjoying it very much.

My job title is Placer and it's my job to place art work on Christmas cards designed by children. It's more data entry than anything and a lot of clicking "fit to edge", which is very dull work that actually requires a lot of attention to detail. However my Co-workers and line manager are what make it fun. It's a kind of laid back environment and we joke around and stuff so I'm having a lot of fun.

Aside from that I'm getting ready for London MCM Expo which takes place on the 26-28, I'll be attending all weekend and coming home on Monday the 29th. I'll be cosplaying as Karkat Vantas on the Friday,  and Dave strider  on the Saturday and Sunday. I'm also remodelling my Cadelscratch so it'll look a lot nicer this time and not so blocky and horrible.

If you're going and you spot me around, (I think some people know what I actually look like by now) then come over and say hi, I'm always interested in meeting new people or in this case, in meeting people I know online in real life. Hopefully it'll be a lot of fun.

Other than that, Commissions are still open all information can be read here : [link]

If you're interested contact me asap and I'll get back to you as soon as I'm able.

Hopefully after expo I'll have the time and motivation to work on several projects I've been wanting to work on for a while.

~Behaxeltzi~

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Blargh lets get that depressing journal off the my front page!

Anyway as you can guess Commissions are open.
You can see samples by either browsing my gallery.
And you can see mini samples with a pricing list for traditional work here [link] and digital work here [link]

So now you need the rest of the information about commissions so here you go:

Payment:

All commission payments are to be made through PAYPAL only!

I won't ask for you to pay up front. What I will do is send you a rough draft first so that you can 'ok' it or ask for changes. Once you have accepted the draft design  I will ask for the payment to be made to my paypal account. (In the case of traditional work I will require your address and country at this time as well.) I'll keep as much contact with you as necessary while working on your commission.

Digital prices are negotiable traditional prices are not (because of postage).

The will/will nots:

I will draw the following:
- Original characters.
- Fanart.
- Soft core/romance between Homosexual and Heterosexual pairings.
- characters with animal like features ears, tails etc (not full blown furs).
- Traditional images to a maximum of 3 characters per page.
- Digital images to a maximum of 5 characters per page. (Negotiable)

I will not draw the following:
- Porn (Possible in future/Negotiable).
- Animals.
- Furries (Because I can't draw animals).
- Complicated machines.
- Most vehicles (This really depends on what you're asking for).
- PONIES! (Yes they needed a category all to themselves).

I also retain the right to decline any commission for any reason I see fit.

How to contact me:

Please send any questions and commission requests to:
ElizabethBarber@Live.co.uk (You can also note me if you prefer)
This is also the paypal account you will need to make your payments to.

Slots:

1. *SuperBunnyBun
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4.
5.


If you can't commission me I would appreciate it if you could pass my information along to other people who may be interested.
Thanks in advance.

~Behaxeltzi~

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I'm not ok

I'm someone who's always been bad at telling other people her problems or at asking for help and I find it hard to vocalise what's wrong with me.

Lately due to the fact that I am long term unemployed (or at least that's what I see as being the main contributing factor), I've become rather depressed and largely apathetic. I have no motivation and no sense of self worth. No one wants to employ me, I have no job I feel useless and worthless.

I used to know what I wanted to do with myself and I feel like I've lost any drive I had for the things I want to do. I love drawing and creating, I love art I love writing these are the things I want to do with my life but I can't get any more specific than that and I have no motivation for these things. I want to contribute and make a difference but find that the things that I do make hardly any difference at all.

I'm looking for a job so that I can get by, so that I can live and survive. I have useful skills but no matter how hard I try I don't get anywhere. I worry constantly about my future and how I have no vision of it. I feel empty and redundant.

I get upset frequently and have at least one emotional break down a month. I didn't used to have this kind of problem. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy for more than a few hours. I think too much and then I worry and I don't stop worrying, I can guarantee you I never stop worrying, there is always something.

I don't like myself very much and think I have a horrible attitude. I have a lot of friends but hardly anyone close by to lean on. I feel alone and secluded and like I have no one to share my problems with. I'm sick of being unemployed, I'm sick of having to deal with the shit I deal with.

When people ask me about my goals, I don't have an answer for them because I don't know anymore. I feel like I'm lost and will never find my own way.

I'm not looking for anything from this. I just needed to say something. I needed to put this into words and tell somebody since I'm in no condition to vocalise my issues. My parents asked how I was and I just said I was fine. I'm not fine...I'm anything but fine but I just feel like I can't talk about this, I don't know why but I feel like I can't tell them and there's no reason for that.

I just had to share that with somebody even if that meant sharing it with lots of 'somebodies'.

Sorry for suddenly being so depressing.

~Behaxeltzi~


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The zombie playground Kickstarter is now on its last 24 hours.
They currently have $148,565 so they are almost £50,000 over their goal! The game is a sure thing! It will even be available on steam!

However why not take these few remaining precious hours to get it up and above $150,00. The more that is pledged the better the game will be! And it's already looking pretty marvellous! So for the final time I will ask you to pledge if you can and if you haven't already, or to at least share this [link] to the kick starter.

I can't wait till the game is released : D

~Behaxeltzi~

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I'm pleased to say that the Zombie Playground kickstarter reached it's goal sometime this morning! And is now standing pretty at $100,800!!

But this doesn't mean we should start slacking and stop helping, no in fact every dollar over the goal is only going to serve to make the game even better! Every pledge over the goal will only help Massive Black Inc to get closer to their true vision of the game!

So again if your interested in this game and haven't pledged already please go and do so, or if you know people who'll be interested go and tell them!
It can only get better from here folks.

Once again here's the link to the kickstarter for probably the last time. (I bet people are thankful for that, but I might update again when there is 5 days to go) [link]

~Behaxeltzi~

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At the time of writing Zombie playground has reached $84,496 of it's $100,000 total for monetary backing needed in order to be able to fund the project. With just 11 more days to go I know that if pressure keeps up and people continue to find this project worthy of their donations then we will reach the total and with any luck go beyond it to bigger and better things!

For a while it looked like we might not make it, and the reality is if people don't keep pledging money and if people don't keep spreading the word then Massive Black inc could still fall short of the funds they need.

I think everything shown on their kickstarter page shows just how badass the game already is and how much more potential it has! This is a Zombie game with a few twists, first of all it's an MMO secondly it's kids fighting zombies only a way that kids can!

This game is not meant for children, it's meant for adults. It's supposed to call back to those days you spent on the playground using only your imagination to act out stories and adventures with your friends.

I think everything about the style, the art, the colours, the weapons, the ideas is so unique and vibrant. I want to see this game I want to see this world! I want to fight zombies with supersoakers and water pistols! And have a lantern toting puppy called sunny follow me around!

But don't expect me to tell you everything go check out the kickstarter if you haven't already! Donate anything you can even if it's just 1 US Dollar! Even just ONE will help! And if you can't even do that then tell all of your friends! Tell anyone who is interested!
Heres the Link to the kickstarter > [link]

~Behaxeltzi~

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Ok so I need a new monitor because yesterday morning mine went kaput.
(I'm using a temporary at the moment but I don't like it too much)

I'm looking for something that is ideally no bigger than 19 inches, and costs less than £80 (thats $124 aprox).
And I really don't know what would be a good choice to make, so anyone got any ideas or suggestions?


Also don't forget to support the Zombie Playground Kickstarter!
[link]
Once again I say how I think this is an exciting and amazing looking project and I and many others would really like to see it come to fruition. At current viewing there's approximately $23,200 to go until the goal of $100,000. Come on guys! With enough support I know that in the remaining 12 days we can go above and beyond that! If you can't donate any money at all then at least SHARE information about this game and the link to the kickstarter with others!

Also commission are open. I have no price list as of yet but will try to get that done soon. Note me if your interested!

~Behaxeltzi~

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Think what would the zombie apocalypse be if you were a child maybe 10-12 years old and the world was overrun with zombies! Trapped in your school fighting off your undead class mates trying to survive! Makes for a pretty exciting adventure I think.

Zombie playground is one such game currently in development. The creators would like for it to be a massive multiplayer online game, perhaps even free to play. It's not designed to be played by kids but by adults. However for their dream to become fully realised the creators and designers need our help! It will take just $100,000 to make the game a reality every dollar past that will just make it bigger and better. If they managed to get $2million then they think they can make Zombie Playground into everything they envision for the game, but getting there will be a real challenge.

I personally am very excited for this project. I like everything about the art direction and style and the premise sounds exciting. Zombies in a way people have never interacted with them before, through the eyes and imagination of a child.

Here is a link to their kick starter [link]
which includes a video where they explain their idea and tons of information that explains this way better than I ever could.

All I ask is that if this is something that interests you then you help to make this a reality, donate some small amount to help make this a dream come true no matter what it is! Anything you can afford! I know that I plan to make a pledge as soon as I have the means to do so. And if you can't afford to make a pledge then please PLEASE help to spread the word and get as many people to know about project as you possibly can!

Thank you
~Behaxeltzi~

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After talking to a friend who was having a big of a crisis and also reviewing some of my own problems and difficulties I've come to realise that these days there is far too much pressure put onto the young to know exactly what they want out of life.

Before you even finish secondary/high school people expect you to know what you want to do with your life, at the meagre age of 16-18 your expected to know what you want and where your going. Your expected to have some ideas as to what job you want, and what your ideal career is and to make decisions for your future based on that.

Well I'm here to say I think that's ridiculous.
No one really knows what they want at that age, there are 40 year old's who don't know what they want or change their minds and go for a completely different career. (Example Alan Rickman was a graphic designer or something for a long time before deciding to become an actor)

So these days you've got people like me who feel like they are failing at life when they are only in their early 20's, feeling like their life isn't going anywhere when really they have most of it ahead of them to do whatever they want with. There is so much expectation to do well and succeed that young people rarely feel like they have much choice or room to move. They have to make fast decisions and god forbid if you make a mistake.

I know that I lately have spent so much time worrying about things, about the way my life is going, about what I'm doing with it, and feeling like I'm worthless because I'm not going anywhere that I got pretty depressed and upset. My self worth hit rock bottom and I was always upset and crying to myself. I stopped enjoying what I enjoyed most, (drawing and writing/role playing) I stopped enjoying my life and I withdrew a bit from some of my friends because I didn't want them to know how bad I felt or see how hard I was finding it and I only opened up to probably two people properly.

This because of all the pressure from society to do and function well and I didn't really think (and still don't) that it catered at all for people who didn't know. When people ask you what you want to do with your life "I don't know" seems like the wrong answer to give, but right now for me and others it's the only answer they can give.
Can't we live a little first? Have some time to experience life before making up our minds. Why is it so important!?

Anyway that's all I really wanted to say/ Sorry for the shitty repetitive rant there.

on another note.
Expo was awesome!

the end

~Behaxeltzi~

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In a couple of hours I'll be leaving for the MCM Expo.
This will be my first time attending all three days! So Excited : D

It looks likely I'll be spending most of my Saturday at least at the HomeStuck cosplay meet and picnic which looks like it's going to be rather exciting!

Haven't got much all to add on this front other than I'll probably see you all in three days!
I'll be sure to try and take lots of photos!

~Behaxeltzi~

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In about 35 minuets I will be hosting a sketch match over at centred around the idea of improving basic anatomy skills. Each round I will provide a source image for people to work from and a time limit to work in.

The first rounds will be more like warm ups with the later rounds being longer. At the end of each round everyone will upload what they managed to finish to a site of their choice and share with everyone else in the chat room.

Everyone is invited you don't have to be a member of the group to participate.
This exercise will hopefully be a fun way to help encourage people to improve upon their anatomy knowledge and drawing skills.

So I hope some of my watchers will turn up! Bring some friends too : )
The hat room this will be taking place in can be found here at the end of this > [link]

Hope to see you there : )

~Behaxeltzi~

So I finally got around to watching my copy of Evangelion Rebuild 1.01, which I've had on DVD for probably a year or just under. I don't remember watching most of the original series, at least not the beginning of it and I did watch both the movies Rebirth and End of Evangelion. I also liked it mostly because I liked some the ideas it put forward and how psychologically fucked up it was especially at the end in the last two episodes of the anime.

Originally I didn't really like Shinji very much, I just thought he was a whiny baby and found him exceedingly annoying. Then while watched Rebuild 1.01 I realised that actually what's expected of him is really unfair. He gets pushed aside by his father only to be called back years later and only because his father has a 'use' for him. I think from the off the other characters are pushing unfair expectations on him while giving him no time to properly digest it.

I understand that they are pressed for time, they can't wait around forever and they have to protect the world and everything. But at the same time it's a large burden to suddenly shove onto a young teenager. Misato tell Shinji that he has a choice, when really I felt that watching it no one was really giving him that choice, his father purposely put him in a situation where he would have to make the 'choice' that his father wanted him to make.

When talking to Shinji other characters don't really seem to take his instability into account, even though they talk about it to others (Ritsuko and Misato). So although I still find Shinji to be a bit irritating I like him a lot more than I did originally, I just feel like everything being pushed on him is unfair. He hasn't been trained for what they want him to do; he doesn't know how to cope with his situation and is emotionally unstable because of his feelings of abandonment. Misato seems to be the only adult willing to give him encouragement and praise even though she knows she isn't the one he wants to hear it from.

Ok that's enough about Shinji or I'm gonna start going in circles with this pity party. A character who my feelings haven't changed towards is Shinji's father Gendou Ikari. I've always be abhorrent towards Gendou I find him to be a rather horrible character though I suppose on some level he's designed so that people don't really like him. I don't like how he treats Shinji especially since he seems to view him as useless and expendable only calling on him when he needs him and having no good words for him. He is a rather cold and calculating character I feel. I would have a better formed opinion of him if I could remember more about him. However he does seem to be a character driven purely for his own ambition and I guess I don't like that about him either because I'm not sure his ambitions can be considered honourable, certainly in the original series and movies I think they weren't.

Another character I haven't changed much in opinion towards is Misato. I actually rather like her, she has to say some hard things and make tough decisions. She worries for Shinji's well being while at the same time being vexed and confused by the way he reacts and behaves, but realises why he is the way he is and has ideas about what he needs. I feel like while she is also making unfair demands on him she is trying to be fair to him and finding it hard because of her duty and their mission. She has to try and get Shinji to stay on task and remain motivated, while also helping him to change and grow as a character.

As for Rei I've never liked her very much but I don't dislike her really. I think I'm just neutral towards her because she at least starts out like a blank slate, at least to me she does.

Enough about the characters. I'm glad I bought this DVD and bothered to finally watch it because I got to see some good animation and some cool things I didn't really see before. Mostly I liked how they showed Shinji's first Eva entry in the plug I thought that was some pretty awesome visuals. I also really liked the fifth Angel. I was just in awe of how it moved and shifted shape, it was pretty cool too watch, I just can't explain how much I liked that Angel guess I'm not very creative with words sometimes.

Anyway it was well worth the watch and I want to pick up Rebuild 2.02 soon, perhaps at expo next month I imagine I should be able to get it there. Oh and one more thing I was quite happy to see Kaworu at the end, I really liked him in the original series and in the movie so I'm hoping to get to see more of him this time round. Last time he had some pretty interesting ideas and ways of thinking.

Welp that is literally it for this movie I guess. I really enjoyed it and should have got off my arse and watched it sooner. Anyone who liked the original series should give it a watch, and anyone who likes Mech animes but also likes complicated and sometimes somewhat fucked up story lines should give it a look too.

~Behaxeltzi~

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Just thought I'd update people on what's going on.
So here's what's going on.

People might notice I haven't updated the "30 day character challenge" thing, and it's not that I've given up on it I just put it on hiatus for a little while, while I sort out and finish some other more important things.

Other such things:
Full colour digital commission for !Kumorinoko
Way over due birthday gift for ~Time-Guardian-Realo
Birthday gift for *Samurai-Sky
Kiribian request for ~Devonition
Overdue valentines comic and Introduction meme, and anatomy sketch jam for #Panels-and-Gutters
Numerous unfinished wips on my computer
Audition comic and Ref sheet(s) for #Eden-OCT
Numerous ideas and prompts written on my white board.

And well wow...... that's quite a lot when you think about it.

Anyway yeah that's what's going on at the moment, so look forward to seeing some stuff I guess.

~Behaxeltzi~

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(Reposted from tumblr)
I reblogged this from a friend on Tumblr but I thought I would post it here too and throw in my OC's. So the following is a number of questions to can ask me and what fandoms you can ask them about. Please state which characters and what questions your asking.

Fandoms: Final Fantasy XII, D.Gray-Man, Pandora Hearts, Ao No Exorcist, Homestuck, Bleach and My own characters.

1: What does their bedroom look like?
2: Do they have any daily rituals?
3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
6: Eating habits and sample daily menu
7: Favourite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
8: Favourite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
Makeup?
9: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
10: Intellectual pursuits?
11: Favourite book genre?
12: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
13: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
14: Biggest and smallest short term goal?
15: Biggest and smallest long term goal?
16: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
17: Favourite beverage?
18: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
19: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?
20: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?
21: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
22: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?
23: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?
24: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
25: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don't workout?
26: What is their biggest regret?
27: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?
28: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)
29: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)
30: Most prized possession?
31: Thoughts on material possessions in general?
32: Concept of home and family?
33: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to 'TMI'?)
34: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
35: What makes them feel guilty?
36: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
37: Would they consider themselves a Type A or Type B personality?
38: What recharges them when they're feeling drained?
39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?
40: How misanthropic are they?
41: Hobbies?
42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?
43: Religion?
44: Superstitions or views on the occult?
45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
47: How do they express love?
48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?
49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

Just letting anyone who doesn't already know that I have recovered from my chicken pox. (Actually recovered last week but shh), the spots/rash is also clearing up nicely so no worries there. That was probably the worst I have felt in ages. I hope that never happens again.

Ok now that that's out of the way, I decided that since I'm getting close to 10,000 views the person who catches it and provides a screen shot closest to the number gets a free 1-2 character pencil sketch from me of any two characters they want Original Characters or fanart I don't mind which. (Aren't I generous). Kiribian caught by ~Devonition [link]

Also Commissions are open, I know I don't have any (proper) prices up but if you are curious or interested just send me a note and I'll discuss things with you.

Anyway I guess that's about it for now.

Have a nice day.
~Behaxeltzi~

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That's right folks I have contracted that most annoying of child hood illnesses.....Chicken Pox.

Well ok here are the facts:
1: According to my mum and her medical records of us this is the FOURTH time I have contracted this disease of itchiness.
2: Rare though it is, it IS possible for people to get this disease more than once. Most people don't, I'm just super "lucky" I guess.
3: No it is not Shingles.
4: My Dr is not sure it's actually chicken pox. It looks like chicken pox, the symptoms are the same as chicken pox, it manifested in the same way as chicken pox but my Dr is baffled because even he thought you don't get it more than once let along four freaking times.
5: I now have three sets of drugs to take over the next 5-7 days lucky me.
6: If my condition doesn't start healing by this time next week I need to go back to my Dr.

It sucks a lot.
I'm actually finding it hard to concentrate on anything that requires some level of focus too long because my heads a little groggy and the itchiness is annoying as all hell. I can't go anywhere so it's a good thing I don't have the job centre next week and I have to take the day off from volunteering this weekend.

I have shit to do and finish that I can't because I can't hold my attention to it long enough, and I can't eat anything for a while because my antibiotics have to be taken on an empty stomach or an hour before eating.

I could really do with some melted chocolate about now.....something creaming and warm and chocolatey would not go amiss.

On the upside I received a late birthday card an incredibly nice letter with poem from an old friend of mine today which cheered me up. And also BlazBlue Continuum Shift Extend....too bad I can't muster the concentration to play it for very long.

Hopefully the itchiness will stop soon and i can get on with shit.
Will probably watch more firefly later once all my pills are out of the way XD

Anyway there's a little update.
Hope everyone is feeling significantly better than I am.
~Behaxeltzi~

-Stream is offline now-

Hi Guy's just thought I would let you know that I'm live streaming right now.

You can watch it here [link]

~Behazeltzi~

I was going to try and stay out of this as I did with SOPA and PIPA. But I actually consider ACTA to be a more dangerous piece of legislation than either of the other two. Because ACTA dosn't just affect the internet it affects other things as well, things that in my opinion are largely beneficial to the world and the people in it.

ACTA stands for Anti-Counterfeiting Trade Agreement.

This video explains more about it and it's potential effects but also go and educate youfselves about it as best you can.
[link]

Now some countries have actually already signed this treaty.
The United States, Australia, Canada, Japan, Morocco, New Zealand, Singapore, and South Korea if my understanding is correct as well as 22 member states of the European Union.

But I think enough opposition to this bill could still bring it down. Never under estimate the power you have as a person.

If you live in the United Kingdom this is probably the most important petition for you to sign [link]

But sign the others as well especially if you aren't a UK citizen and therefore can't sign the above petition.
Some other Petitions against ACTA I know of.
[link]
[link]
For USA citizens > [link]

So it's the beginning of a new year.

Looking back over 2011 it was a good year and a bad one for me and my family. Good because we still have each other at the end of it and enjoyed some good times. Bad because my mum had to go through chemotherapy for a second time when her cancer made a return, and bad because I'm still jobless.

Hopefully this year will be a lot better. My mum has had her last chemotherapy and though there are still some issues remaining but is doing much better, so I hope she'll have a much better year. And hopefully this will be my year and I'll find myself a job!

There are also several things I'm looking forward to this year. Mostly the new DmC game and Legend of Korra! Can't wait for those. Also May expo that I'll be attending with my friend and some of her friends, staying in a hotel again, will probably be cosplaying as Dave Strider from Homestuck! Since I'm going all three days I'm not sure if there will be another cosplay or not though I do have 2 others from previous expos...but we'll see.

Hopefully I'll get my full commission list up soon; I've decided to go about it differently than I have been. The way I'm doing it now isn't very efficient I think. Also got to sort myself out comic wise I mean seriously. Got a big prompt list to tackle as well. I want to start writing a novel too along with finishing several fanfics. I also have a painting of Break from Pandora Hearts which is over a year old now and still not finished. Can't believe I fail so much.

Welp this yeah I want to seriously kick myself up the arse and become way more productive! I also want to get healthier and lose weight which is only something I'll be able to do if I keep at it and don't give up (like I usually do) I also want to get out of bed earlier and read more.

Well thats everything I wanted to say I think.

Happy New Year everyone!
I hope it's a good one!

~Behaxeltzio~

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